love is like a dream when
it's just me and you
HELLO.

She could have no lasting satisfaction in the company of a person who joined insincerity with ignorance.

Welcome to my blog. Have fun reading the walls of text.
KTHNXBAI.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 8:43 AM
but there's room for two six feet under the stars.
Haven't updated in quite a while - here's an update to make myself less guilty for not attending to my blog, when I pretty much said that I won't let it die down.

So what's new?
Got a new laptop yesterday. So happy! It's great, but then again, everything is great compared to my crappy old one. It's all pretty, and thin, and I'm getting all obsessed by using it and not doing any work. That's hardly my fault though. I need to install the necessary programs, right?

Anyways. Now for some less materialistic stuff.
Lately I've been reading Margaret Mitchell's Gone with the Wind. Funnily, it's impact on me is far greater than I imagined before. I've seen quite a few parallelisms between me and Scarlett, and honestly, I guess it's not flattering. The way Scarlett puts Ashley on a pedestal, and just...gets obsessed with him annoys me to pieces. But I can't stop wondering - didn't I do the very same thing before? Is it really...love? Or infatuation? Or just out of habit? So many questions, all unanswered, and the answers only lie with myself. But I can't seem to answer them just yet. Twoa thing I know for sure though:

1. If a guy like Rhett Butler comes along and sweeps me off my feet, there's no way I'd let him go. Stupid stupid Scarlett for not realising how much he means to her until it was too late.

2. Pedestal if it may be, infatuation, or even love - no longer there. "My dear, I don't give a damn". What it used to be, it's completely over and done with. Bled out, dried out. For him at least.

Pssht, who says books can't help you deal with a broken heart?

Can't wait until school starts, minus all the homework. Hopefully results from Edexcel are good. So far, 3A*s, 2As.
Aiming for an all A, or above streak. No B's pleaseee.

New start, new beginning in THREE days.

This a pretty random blog post. Not logic what-so-ever.
Pretty much reflects my mood lately. No clue what I'm doing, no plans either.
But for now, I'll manage. I should appreciate to learn in the present tense more too.

Forever and almost always,
Loves.
Anna