Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 7:36 PM
well, if that's love, it comes at much too high a cost.
 Whoever you are holding me now in hand, Without one thing all will be useless, I give you fair warning before you attempt me further, I am not what you supposed, but far different. Who is he that would become my follower? Who would sign himself a candidate for my affections? The ways is suspicious, the result uncertain, perhaps destructive. You would have to give up all else, I alone would expect to be your sole and exclusive standard. Your novitiate would even then be long and exhausting, The whole past theory of your life and all conformity to the lives around you would have to be abandon'd, Therefore release me now before troubling yourself any further, let go your hand from my shoulders, Put me down and depart on your way.
Walt Whitman: Leaves of Grass
- Life's been hectic lately. So tired, and so busy.
Yet another reason to leave this place. Would be nice to stay elsewhere, especially if life has a slower pace. But I guess I'll have to muddle through, for these two years at least. Finally had a wake-up call, especially after watching "An Education" (which was scripted by Nick Hornby!), and so I'm finally determined about working hard now to get my not-so amazing self into a relatively good university. I'll manage - hopefully.
In terms of the more emotional aspect of things - that can go die. Fulfilling something that my heartthinks (oh the irony of that phrase) for the short term is definitely not going to get me anywhere in the future. Sure, I like him, but as the lyrics in defying gravity go..."it comes at much too high a cost". Oh well.
Need to get back to concentrating and working. Loves x
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ANNAZHOU
ABOUT ME
female. age 16. may 29 1993. high school student. chinese. random. hard to follow at times.
KNOWN AS
anna. banana. face. banana face. facey. space. bear. ketchup. panda. spanna.
LOVES
family. friends. books. the internet. english literature. teddy bears. being random. photography. running in the rain. reading beautiful poetry. watching lame tv series. looking at the stars. hugs.
conversations with no particular topic. cute flash games. kitty cats.cookies. pasta. tiramisu. caramel. happily ever afters.
DISLIKES
snakes. arrogance. twilight series. miley cyrus. two-faced people. tragic break-ups. missed opportunities. unrequited love.
MUSIC LOVES.
your love is a song [switchfoot]. falling down [space cowboy]. fallin for you [colbie caillat]. the saltwater room [owl city]. whatcha say [jason derulo]. someday we'll know [mandy moore; jon foreman]. crazier [taylor swift]. true colours [glee cast].
love story [taylor swift]. vanilla twilight [owl city]. you belong with me [taylor swift]. hold me in your arms [pixie lott]. if i had you [adam lambert]. good life [one republic]. white horse [taylor swift]. for your entertainment [adam lambert]. the other side of the door [taylor swift].
i'm not that girl[idina menzel]. lost then found [leona lewis; one republic]. droplets [colbie caillat; jason reeves]
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 7:36 PM
well, if that's love, it comes at much too high a cost.
Whoever you are holding me now in hand, Without one thing all will be useless, I give you fair warning before you attempt me further, I am not what you supposed, but far different. Who is he that would become my follower? Who would sign himself a candidate for my affections? The ways is suspicious, the result uncertain, perhaps destructive. You would have to give up all else, I alone would expect to be your sole and exclusive standard. Your novitiate would even then be long and exhausting, The whole past theory of your life and all conformity to the lives around you would have to be abandon'd, Therefore release me now before troubling yourself any further, let go your hand from my shoulders, Put me down and depart on your way.
Walt Whitman: Leaves of Grass
- Life's been hectic lately. So tired, and so busy.
Yet another reason to leave this place. Would be nice to stay elsewhere, especially if life has a slower pace. But I guess I'll have to muddle through, for these two years at least. Finally had a wake-up call, especially after watching "An Education" (which was scripted by Nick Hornby!), and so I'm finally determined about working hard now to get my not-so amazing self into a relatively good university. I'll manage - hopefully.
In terms of the more emotional aspect of things - that can go die. Fulfilling something that my heartthinks (oh the irony of that phrase) for the short term is definitely not going to get me anywhere in the future. Sure, I like him, but as the lyrics in defying gravity go..."it comes at much too high a cost". Oh well.
Need to get back to concentrating and working. Loves x
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